Pressures within Itself

Hi it has been awhile. I have had the most hectic schedule this past while. I always wanted to be able to juggle pin balls, tennis balls, etc. The kinds of things that buster boys tend to do. It is ironic to how I am feeling.

These past six weeks I have been packing, moving, and taking on a Biology course. Amongst those tasks, I was trying to keep up with the demands of family, friends, etc. I swear sometimes people actually think I have a saddle on my back. The only thing I see is a backpack and a few pounds of muscle.

I finished moving last Saturday. It seems somewhat overwhelming. The adjusting will take some time. I know that separate anxiety can be a challenge. There are so many memories of the place I moved from, it is somewhat saddening within. I talked with a friend about my sadness and she said, “The place we live is always filled with many memories, relationships we hold, etc. But the most memorable are the ones we get to take with us when we move”. Her words were reassuring.

Last night, I had my first night of sleep; 9 hours. I just got word that I didn’t do as well as I thought I would in Biology. I will take it in the fall, when there is not so much on my plate. Right now I am shopping for other courses that are essential to my undergraduate degree.

I will end this on a good note that my younger sibling got her to older children back in her care. Her grandson is still to come.

I want to thank you all for your continued support and may we make the right choice when it comes down to decision making. Let it not be spontaneous, because the results may not be as prosperous. Make sure you have a set plan in what it may be, because that will be your roadmap.

I will write more next time about the Access Graduation that I attended on May 20, 2010.

Until next time be safe.